Where would we be without bestfriends?

I love this girl so Much! I do not know what I would do without Ashleigh in my life!! We learn so much from each other and have a blast. She helps me not be so hyper all the time and i teach her to loosen up and have fun!! HAha but for the last week we have not gone to bed earlier then 1:30! Its been a blast but hahaha we can't start this yet. We still have a whole semester still to go! Actually I want to write more but Ashleigh is dying at work and I'm going to run some medicine over to her!!

Peace!

Do i make you Proud?!

The last couple of days have been kind of hard. I’m not sure if it has just been lack of sleep and not feeling my best but I have just felt like I’ve been in the way. I feel like my friends are sick of me being around, my mom never calls (she is busy I know) and when I call her she doesn’t have time, and anybody else I call except for Carson simply never has time to talk to me. Sometimes I don’t feel like they understand how hard it can be living so far away from home and everyone that they love. Sometimes a phone call just letting me know they are thinking about me or let me just talk about life can really make my day or week. A few weeks ago I went to church with aunt Delma and uncle Larry in Idaho Falls. There was this family that sat in front of me, and it really hit me how much joy this women’s kids bring into her life. It made me think of how I can’t wait to have my own kids and the joy they will bring me. It scared me though cause I know how hard I was to raise that I really hope I brought joy into my parents life especially my moms. Think about the past, all I can see is he hardships I brought into my moms life. I know I was not easy but I hope I was not always trouble and brought her some happiness. Even now I have felt like all I am is still just a burden. I love my Parents so much and they do so much for me. I really am trying my hardest to be the best daughter and sister I can be, since I cant change the past and the things I have done. I guess my biggest wish and hope is that I brought some happiness and joy into my family’s life. I have a very special spot in my heart for parent/ Child relationships and the relationship siblings have with one another. I miss my family so much and love them so dearly. I’m so glad I was placed in their loving care, I know Heavenly Father has blessed me so much just by looking at my family.

Spring Class Registraton

Tuesday I registered for spring semester classes! It well for the most part. I got into all the classes that I was hoping to except for photography, the one I really need. The classes I’m taking are Drawing 1, Intro Graphic Design, Art History 1, US since 1877, Art Seminar, and Explore Photo. If I feel like this to much I will drop Explore Photo and taking Teaching of the Living Prophets, plus Explore photo is not going towards a general but Teaching of living Prophets would. I hope I can still get into photography one but we will see. I’m thinking its going to be a busy busy semester especially with working Monday, Wednesdays and Fridays. I would not trade working for the world though. Working is one of the best things I can do for myself while going to school. It’s set aside time I don’t have to think about school and just have fun with those I work with and take a break from always thinking about doing homework. Even thought working on grounds crew for the school and trimming trees and landscaping does not sound like much of a break, it really is. At least a mental one! I love my job and my crew and supervisor!

Last Week

Last weekend I ended up going to the hot springs with a bunch of friends. There were at least 20 of us. We went to Green Canyon Hot Springs about 30 miles NE from Rexburg. It was a BLAST. I swear I have not had that much fun in a long time. That night Chris,a good friend, and I went and spent some time at the Idaho Falls visitor Center. I have been wanting to watch the Joseph Smith movie for a while now and so I was hoping to see it. By the time we got there at 8pm we did not have enough time to watch it before the visitor center closed. I’m almost glad that we did not get to watch it because we had such a good conversation about the gospel, life, goals, fears, where we see our self in 5 years etc. It was a really sweet, fun experience. Someday I’ll get back down there and see the Joseph Smith movie!! I love the temple I would not trade a temple marriage for anything in this world.

Two weeks ago my car started acting totally weird. It freaked me out so bad, I can’t even imagine life with out having my car to drive. It sounds so sad how dependent we are on our vehicles. So after talking to several different people and friends I figured that It was just my tire balance that was off in the car. So last Saturday I woke up early to take my car in and I was about to leave when a girl made me aware of a flat tire I had on the front right tire. I cry! I had never changed a tire in my life. Who was I going to call and help me fix my tire on a Saturday morning at 7:45? I called and woke Chris up cause I knew he would help me and he lives just across the street. He was so sweet and just rolled out of bed to help me! I think I can change me tire NOW after watching him do it!! I made it to the car shop and fixed it all up and now Eva works just fine! I never understood people that said they just loved their cars and became attached to them, but now I do. Cause I’m pretty attached to mine now. She may be old but she get the job done!! I’m very thankful for good friends that are always there!!